Ong YangJie ; All the best for tomorrow's court. Promise to be good after everything have settled down all right. Enjoyed spending time with you. I hope to hear from you soon! Take good care of yourself. (:

Oh my, Why am I still awake at this hour? It's five fifty two ; am now. Shouldn't I'm asleep now? Have been sitting in front of the computer for about Eight hours or more? Backside kind of painful.

I have been thinking quite a lot of stuffs this two days. I shouldn't bother about Jasper and Pearlyn's affairs anymore. They often quarrel and argue because of me. Which I doesn't know why. Am I a spoiler to Pearlyn? I think so? I don't understand how she feels. Perhaps it doesn't happen to me before. I text Jasper because I want to find somebody to talk to when I'm really feeling down. I just need a pair of listening ears. Pearlyn wants me to understand how she felt, but whose gonna understand how I felt? I doubt Pearlyn and I wont understand how each other feels. I don't needa fair competition or whatsoever because i didn't thought of snatching Pearlyn's boyfriend which is Jasper. Anyway btw, Hate all you want all right Pearlyn. I don't live to fucking bloody please you. If you lose anything, you only lose Jasper. But I've lose it for nine years and it's something frightfully important to me. Perhaps maybe Jasper is important to you too. But it's none of my business right? 

Gerald Teo! Why are you still sleeping? Seriously, I need your text to entertain me. I need some entertainment through messaging. But early in the morning need you to console me a bit can't say further. But hopefully you're awake by this few hours. 

Actually I'm not happy. Why am I acting like I'm frightfully happy?

I have not finish all my school holiday homework yet. Luckily it's almost finishing. Just left with a compo, that's it. Woohoo! Homework homework here I come. (:

Note* ; To Jasper Tay Yong Quan. I don't know whether you would see this or not. Just wanna tell you, no matter what, we're still friend. Friendship doesn't count as distance. Only heart counts. 

First; Happy Birthday To MangTing! All the best to you and your baby. I hope everything goes smoothly for your. A beautiful mother. ♥

I'm frightfully happy when I first saw your random text. Neither thought nor hoping that you're still reading my blog which I was taken aback. But I felt so stranger towards you when we're texting each other. But our friendship was still strong and reliable. I regretted what I've done after I losing you. Why people can't be trusted? Because they simply can't keep promises. I feel bad after all this happened. Being stupid for making the same mistakes again and again. Hope you're doing great nowadays. Lesser quarrel more sweet sweet? I hope this time round you're serious with her and put in more effort in this relationship.

On the Twenty Eight Of June which is school reopen, It's Low Chia Chi's and Gary Tan Yong Quan's sweet seventeen's birthday. Please gently remember to buy them a present If you want. If not, you could wish her a Happy Birthday. (:

Note* This is where Tan Hui Min's ash placed.

After Civil Defense. Old Chua Chu Kang Road. Choa Chu Kang Columbarium. Christian Cemetry Block E [Eugenia] Level 2 Unit 179 #02-13.

I miss you. T.H.M ♥

Thirty three morning calls from Gary Tay Yong fu. Woo hoo! Bathed etc ; Headed to school for D&T remedial. One week plus staying at home without liquor and activities. Study ; Eat ; Sleep ; Computer ; Watch tv equals to No Life. I always thought that I like Kim, but actually I'm not. What am I thinking about this few months? What exactly I want? It's so complicated. Neither girls nor boys understand each other. Actually I don't understand you at all. What's the point of being sad. I simply doesn't need your sympathy. Just simply carry on with your life. What's the difference between rely and relationship? Why is it so many why? Felt so irritated.

Last night went drinking at 12th Element. Saw Nico ling at Amber 21 ; She asked me "Where're you going?" I pointed towards the pub which I'm going. She replied "Why aren't you going Amber 21?!" I smiled and walk off. (: For some reason, it's not that fun. Which I wont mention about it. It's kind of sickening. Why Samson wasn't there! Poor thing ; National Service (Y).

I'm writing letter for Roy ; I'm still thinking of what to write. I'm gonna write to him a long letter. I miss you badly ; Roy. February 2011! I'm still counting the days you're coming out. Your friends equal to us, will be waiting for you until the day you're out. Seriously, I enjoyed spending time with you. Sitting aside and watching you guys playing pool, I didn't complaint a single word. Because I enjoyed it (: I remembered Kester falling down from a chair for no reason. Laugh my ass out!@!@!@!@!