Thursday, July 29, 2010

First, Happy Birthday to July and Ahle. Hope your enjoy the entire day out there.

Meeting Candy, Chiachi and Kelly for Candy's birthday celebration at Downtown ; Just Acia as tomorrow's Candy's birthday. Shall stop here as I needa prepare to meet them already. 

Love ya ; Eugenia Cheng Hui Yi, one and only bibi.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

You'll never know how much that person is gonna hurt you. Especially guys. Not everything is stated as no try no harm. I tried, Ultimately what I get in return was full of shits. I've never seen a shitty person like you. Guys don't understand what girl's thinking. Girls can't calculate what guys is gonna do to them. I don't see any good things in you at all. And please, don't act like I owe you a few thousand dollars. Piece of shit. I've never hate a person in my life before. You're the first, one and only person that I really hate to the core. Let me give you advice, don't stand beside human beings. You're not fit to stand with them because you're beast. Forgive and forget. What you've done, I'll never forget. No point hating you. But I just can't control and tolerate just like you this kind of beast. I'll watch, how you gonna fall.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I'm stupid enough to believe you again and again. I don't know which word suits you best. As a friend, I'll remember how you hurt me for the entire life. I believe in retribution. I believe in karma. I believe you can't run away from either one of them. Retribution and karma will hunt you down. I don't blame you for doing all this to me. I blame myself for making the same mistake again and being stupid. Because of the mistakes you made, all the rest of the guys suffer just because of what you have done. How shameless you can be. Don't ever thought that I would sad and cry over you again. I'll stay strong and you got no chance to look down on me. You asked me why I don't trust you. It's because you can't keep promises. This is why people don't trust you and look down on you. There's left with nothing between us. Nothing good from your mouth. Nothing good from your actions. Nothing good from your behavior. I've nothing more to say about you. I hope you don't contact me any more.
Ha! Annyonghaseyo! I'm sucha early bird! I'm still awake at this hour again! Meeting LowChiaChi at 6am for breakfast then off to school. I bet VanessaTan is still sleeping right now. So wont be asking her to tag along. As KellyTan, she would be turning in now and she's having suspension until next week.
Happy, fun and enjoyed working at lagoon with Jasper and all. Wouldn't waste my time slacking at void decks or something else.
I wanna be friendly to all my friends around me. Especially you. You're forgiven for what you had done previously. I don't wish to blame anyone including you. Sometimes, everything is fated. Stay happy all right. Ring me up If you're down nor sad again. I'll still accompany you as you're my friend. But I don't wish to be anyone's substitute. Don't ever take things for granted.

Monday, July 26, 2010

I'm sorry If I said something too mean because you're trying to push me to a corner. Your impression to me had totally changed from that day I realised you lied to me. I tried to console you when you're sad. I forked out some time to accompany you when you asked me out as I don't wanna leave you alone when you're down and need someone's accompany. Being a bad person is hard enough. Why can't you put yourself into my shoe? Please respect others before you want others to respect you. I doubt you would saw this post.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I'm sorry if, when you text me and I ask who are you. Because I've simply deleted you from my contact list. You're sucha liar. Can't believe what I've heard from others. Never ever thought you would do this to us. Sucha loser. You can simply say out the sentence so easily without thinking whether in the end you will hurt that person. For goodness sake, are you treating all the girls the same? Treating those girls so good because you could get the chance to fuck them? Oh my, Don't treat girls too lightly. You'll never know. Brainless jerk. Guys who read this, please kindly think twice If you're gonna hurt a girl so easily and badly. 

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Annyonghaseyo! I'm chatting on the phone with Shengwei now. Bet he's half way through lalaland. No respond from him. Poor thing, he's so tired already yet I still wants him to chat with me. I know i'm much selfish. I'm seriously bored to stiff. I'm sorry ok! Goodluck for your prelim later on all right. Met Larry at princess, cabbed down to lagoon. Settled our dinner at there. Went to the beach side and chit chat. He feed me with stones! Imagine how bad could he be! Had a lot of nonsense with that dog. Cabbed home at around Eleven something. Until now I'm still awake, so I decided to blog! I'm turning in already. I shall stop here. Last but not least, I love you, blog. Goodnight everyone. Have a sweet sweet dream. Jasper ; hope you recover soon.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Annyonghaseho! Went to school as per normal. Meeting Kelly and Chiachi at tampines later on. My Vanesasa was in pain because she was having stomach flu. To Vanesasa ; I hope you would eat your three meal as per normal! I don't wish to visit you in hospital and see you're suffer in a great pain. Get well soon and lets get crazy together all right. I shall stop here as I needa prepare to meet my loves. See ya!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Annyong HashimnikkaI wanted to delete this blog and create a new one for no one to visit or comment. But I'm still hesitating whether should I delete it. Someone get to know how I felt and think through reading my blog. You're someone stand a place within my heart as a friend. I'm gonna cherish and treasure you for the rest of my life. You're awesome. Cried on your shoulder, you wiped away my uninvited tears that had rolled down my eyes and fall into the sand. You told no matter what happen just tell you and never gonna let me being alone. I know you concern and care a lot for me. I really appreciate it! Kamsa hamnida for everything you had done for me. I shouldn't let you down by not studying hard enough. I don't wanna live with any regrets.
Annyonghaseyo! Met Tony at Bugis. Enjoyed going out with him. Headed to lagoon met Jasper. Currently at Park way with Javier, Jasper and Pearlyn. Saw Jesslyn and Steffi outside 7- Eleven convenient store. My eyes are closing soon as I didn't sleep for two days. Played Audition ; cmi. Played L4D ; freaking feel like vomit and giddy as the screen keep on turning round and round. I'll stop here. See ya.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Annyonghaseyo! Firstly, Happy Sixteen to my classmate Anderson Chua [Seventeen ; July]. All the best for your N level. It's raining heavily now. I bet you're still asleep at this hour, remember to cover with blanket. Enjoy your day! May your wishes come true.
I got nothing better to do now. I can't go anywhere as it's raining heavily now. Sigh. My phone is so quiet now. I don't wanna waste my Saturday night at home using computer or watching tv etc. I want something more enjoyable than rotting at home. Someone ring me up please. 
If you really likes her a lot, grab the opportunities. If not, stop showing her so much concern and cares which is not a guy friend's duty. Don't be sucha loser and make them suffer just for you. 
Goodnight to Louis Chua Teck Guan!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Annyonghaseyo! Firstly, I wanna say a thousand thank you to Gary Tay Yong Fu for buying me a pink earpiece and lollipops almost everyday except Saturday and Sunday. I really appreciate for what you've done. Kamsa humnida! He's gonna get a pink earpiece too! I've done frightfully badly in my N level English Oral Examination. Kept giving faces and attitude to the MOE's examiners. I can simply forget regarding to get flying colours for my English. I'm tired of studying already. Started to skip school for no valid reason. Where's my confidence and backbone gone to? We're fated to be friends. Lovers may be slightly over. I envy those couples that could go through ups and downs, thick and thin, rich and poor together for years. I'm craving for frog porridge! Anyone wanna go eat can text me yea!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

I don't remember I owe you something. Be more confident and scold other people bitch in her face. Sucha loser. Stop being so realistic and childish. To me, you're kind of pretty but your heart is fucking black in colour. Grab it tight before he fucking leaves you. Big head no brain. Big brain grow grass. I'm watching how you gonna fall.
Going study with Gary Tan Yong Quan @ Block Five Three Nine, Bedok North mac at four o' clock later on. Those who wish or interested to study are welcome to come down join us. Especially Gerald Teo Yong Jie! If you happen to see this, please gently come down as you said you wanted to study. Presently @ home. Didn't go school today ; Sick. I'm waiting for your text. Not gonna text you as often as before. Seriously, I love to dance and I really love to dance. I miss Oasis. I miss dancing with Esther, Jaz and guys. I miss the singers and bouncers over there. Oasis is closing on the fifteen. Probably shifting to other place. Not quite sure whether shifting to which place. Shall stop here as I doesn't know what to  continue. Goodbye dearest readers.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

I don't know what's going on with my dad nowadays? Getting mad with the smallest issues. How am I gonna survive with this ridiculous dad? We aren't neither your punching bag nor something you can vent anger on. I'll definitely protect my mom. This is solely what I can do for my mom. My mom which is your wife ain't your burden. I don't understand, whatever she does, you aren't happy at all. We're all human beings. Don't you simply understand or feel the pain of being hurt by your own family? I don't know whether I owe you anything? I bet so. Seriously, Fml. I'm not the young little girl that you always treated like punching bag. Hitting a women that naturally has no defense and strength to fight against men. *Guys, simply ask yourself whether you have any balls?* Those guys who fucking whack girls, should just simply go die. You aren't fit to be a guy. Simply cut off ok? Dad, If you dare to punch or whack my mom which is your wife again. I wont hesitate to punch you back in your face. Understand? Did I make it very clear for the guys? I rather end my life than being insult by guys. You should set an good example for your children. I'm sure you doesn't want your children to be like you. Scolding vulgarities and go around fighting. Seriously, I don't feel like marrying, it's all because of you. You made me think that married is the end of my life. I don't lack of guys anyway. I'm independent and strong enough to take good care of my family.