Last night was fun at 12th Element. Actually it was frightfully boring at first. Anyway btw, Thanks to Leonard bring a sweet and lovely girl name Esther come down. I enjoyed drinking and singing with her and my Dearest. ♥  Next drinking programme, It's a must for Esther and Dearest to tag along. I didn't forget my Kelly and Vanessa. ♥

Firstly, Happy Birthday To Yew Guo Hao.

Tonight going boat quey drink. Pray hard that I don't hangover so easily. Seriously, I'm happy that you have found someone that can take good care of you. I'm not sure whether you're true to her. Anyway btw, I wish you last long. I hope you really enjoy the time with her.
Love you, Friend.

Why do guys play drugs to forget about girls? Seriously, I don't understand why, it's just harming your body and damaging your brain. It doesn't help anything by playing that kind of stuffs. It's your body. You don't allow others to hurt you, but why are you hurting yourself? Perhaps drugs can make you forget her only for a few hours. Playing drugs doesn't help you by forgetting your loved ones nor she'll come back to you. Who knows what will happen after all? But I believe your loved ones doesn't want you to do things harm yourself etc. You guys don't live because of girls. I know there's many girls out there. And I know there's only one her there. Just do everything as per normal without your loved ones. You yourself must be strong enough. Your friends can only encourage you etc. Think twice.

Outing with Elaine, Elvy and Yongzhi. Went to Tampines met Yongde and Zhikai. Ate lunch at 'kopitiam', something like food court. Most of the time was inside the arcade. Enjoyed playing arcade games with Elaine. My feet were frightfully tired. Only took one picture with Elaine. Next outing should take more, eh. Poor Yongde was 'fucking bored to stiff. And his voice was so sexy, eh. Went home at around 7pm ++.

Gonna work during June holiday.

Later meeting Brandon, Kenny etc. Brandon suddenly call him ask me go 'chiong' at geylang. They so called celebrate my belated birthday. Pretty long didn't go out with your already. Tomorrow still got paper. But I'm still going because I've prepare everything for my next paper. No worries. I'm in the very good mood now. No one got the chance to spoil my mood.

Only slept for 4hours. Kai come over to my place to fetch me and head to Bedok mac. Met Amandy, Shanel and Jun. Actually going Lagoon to find Jasper they all. But I think someone ain't happy that I meet guys or something I do not know? He told me meet on some other day. Seriously, What's wrong? Frankly speaking, everyday the 'bored' word will vomit out. You insist that I meet you I kept complaint about 'sian' but not the others. I strongly don't agree what you said. Seriously, Any thing you not happy about me just tell me straight. Don't go one big round which I find it hard to understand. Why are you so concern about me? Don't you think is too over? We're just friends and I don't need you to tell me all this things because it will only worsen our friendship. I'm really sick and tired that we will always quarrel over the smallest things. I have the feelings only for sibling types. I don't wish to hurt you in anyway. I'm not hurting you but I'm just letting you know before you get hurt deeper. I didn't request anything from you. I can only do my part as a good friend. That's all I can do for you.

 

Don’t tell me who I am; you don’t even know half my life.
Don’t say you love me, unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it. If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. I just want to be your perfect little girl. But everyone knows nothing's perfect. Being together is more than just sex and making out. It’s about understanding the other person and being there for them. I really enjoyed spending time with you, even if we’re just gonna be walking around or sitting around and talking about nothing. I am not trying to snatch him away from her in such a manner. I just want him to be happy. Do anyone really not know how much you love someone until you’ve lost them? I hope for a guy that makes me feel happier but not upset.
Love is that you can love whoever you want, but so can he. If only “I’m sorry” made everything okay, I'm more than willing to apologize to you. It may seem like we have nothing much to talk about but sometimes it’s nice not to have to talk. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I'm sorry lah dey.

Seriously, I really miss her a lot. The moment I woke up this morning, the first thing I think of is HM. I don't dare to open my eyes, I wish this is all my illusion. But it's as useless as telling an apple not to be a fruit I don't know how long I can take it. But frankly speaking I really couldn't take it anymore. I know I couldn't control life this kind of things. Bit by bit, one by one, is living me. Doesn't know when I will gone bonkers. It's sucha miserable life. Treasure everyone when they are still around us. If not, don't get upset If the person pass away, then you will know how important he or she meant to you. I tried my very best not to think of her death too much. But I just simply failed. You guys are trying hard to console me. But deep within, I know you guys share the same feelings as me. Don't put on a mask to console me. This will solely making me more sad. I couldn't imagine this would happen to her. Seriously, I couldn't imagine. I'll remember every sweet moments when we're together last time or perhaps years ago. Maybe we're not as close as a close friends does, maybe we're not good as a good friends does, but you have a sweetest smile that could melt my heart. We'll always remember your sweetest smile deep within our heart. I'll remember you. There are million things left unsaid. Sometimes, I miss having you around. The sinking feeling I get when I discover the horrible gap between reality and my imagination. I have well and truly come to my senses. God bless you. Rest In Peace ; THM and JLSJ.

After exam went straight home. Jasper came to my house downstair to fetch me. Bathed and get ready to meet him. Went to opposite because heard somebody say got problem. After the problem ends, head to Jasper's place with Kelly and Sebastian while Yangjie already sleeping his place.Yangjie went to work, Kelly and Sebastian went off. Jasper was sleeping and left me all alone. Webcam with Chi. She's frightfully lovable! Though her fringe is damn short. Teehee.
Glenn ; change number didn't tell me :(

Currently at XG with Jasper, Yangjie,Weichong and kelly. Just now head to study with Eugenia and Cherlyn. Kelly went to meet Eunos peeps outside the mac. This few days have been slacking with Jasper and Yangjie. Enjoyed the days being with them. And Friends, I've changed number. All right. I'll stop here as nothing to blog about.