I don't know If you truly love me. Perhaps this sounds very lame. But what you want is what I want actually. I really wanna write what I wanted to say to you at here. But I don't know where to start and when to end. I guess you didn't know I cried last night because you didn't want to make the effort to meet me. Although I wanted to meet you so badly. Ultimately, you asked me open door. I was so happy that you finally made the effort to do something for me. Although, it's a very short hours being with you, I felt so contented. I wish everyday I could see you at least one hour no matter at where or even what time. I don't understand you. You don't understand me. I've already give in, please don't take it for granted. What I've done for you, please put them inside your heart.

I'll make sure you would regret for treating me in this manner. After all we both share the same feeling. But you don't felt guilty at all. Perhaps you're thinking why should you, you're not in the wong. But put yourself in my shoe? Think, in the first place am I treating you in this manner. And why would it turn out to be like this? Each time you say about me, did you realised you're doing, saying or reacting totally the same as me? Did you ever blame yourself for creating troubles? Why must you always let that person suffer herself? Telling her you would solve whatever problems with her. But end up what you've done? Irresponsible react! So what I know one day I'll regret? It doesn't makes me feel any better. You may not be the worst, neither you're the best. I hope we're still friends. But I don't wish to contact you anymore. Everything would still be the same.

Happy Chinese New Year to my deary friends. ♥.

I'm still wondering what am I to you. Somehow, I don't like this feeling at all.