It's hard for me to let go in this way and manner. I'm just falling too deeply this time. I guess it's time not to be soft hearted anymore. What's the reason that makes me think this way? Yes, I'm paranoid. Trying all kinda ways to forget everything about you. But until now, I'm still missing you dearly. I always talk bad about you but deep in my heart, I don't even felt this way. Never thought of going into a new relationship. I know you wouldn't read my blog. And you'll never get to hear or see how I feel for you now. After all, I still prefer a ring from you on my birthday. Nobody comes this close with me.

When I'm feeling down. He's the one I can usually turn to. He's my bestie namely Andy. What I can say, he's part of my life now. I love you bestie! ♥

* My birthday is coming. 21st April. Thanks Jim Tan for the birthday present. Much appreciated. ;)